It happened the other day. Charlie told me he loves me. I don't remember what we were doing- putting on his shoes or something- and he looked up at me with his perfect blue eyes and long dark eyelashes and just goes "I love you, Lydia." And I threw up in my mouth a little because I don't really like it when people say that to me. Especially kids I nanny. Because I am going to leave him one day. But then I swallowed it and gave him a big snuggle and said "I love you too, Charlie." And it was awesome. Because I do.